I'm trying to learn to love myself in a healthy way. It's really not easy. I mean... anyone can love them selves to the point where they become self-important and arrogant... But to love yourself in such a way that actually makes you a better person?
Really. Freakin'. Hard.
I mean... I try to wake up each morning and compliment myself when I look in the mirror. I try to think positively about my accomplishments. I try to be confident and assertive... but all of these things are harder than they sound! While trying to do all of these things, I finding 5 negatives for each positive that I can come up with.
I really want to have a healthy relationship with myself. To learn to trust myself and be happy.
I just didn't expect it to be so difficult.
But you know, there're these moments where it all comes together. I look in the mirror and I can see beauty and confidence. Not only do I SEE it, I FEEL it.
Those moments have been rare so far, but they're totally encouraging. In those moments I can feel myself loving.... me. =) And they're worth it. Very much so.
I just have to keep it up.
-Khanny<3
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I know you can do it. I went through the same thing and I still do. It's a constant struggle when the world is telling you that you're not good enough. In reality, you're perfect.
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